BODOH SIAK ENAB. COPY AKU PUNYER BLOG. GERAMNYER
ooo yes laaaaaaaaa. ♡
IM OFFICIALLY HERE!!! ♡
typing in this entry.
makes me feel so like a despo.
die die nak use FREE net service kat NP ni.
yela. FREE pe. just make use of it lor.
kalau Library,kene charge seh!
bukan lokek or watsoever laa. tapi mahal dok!
every sec is actually charged ok.
freaking rabak rite.
what the F.
nyehhhh!
where shld i start.
hmmmmmm.
the significant date, 070707.
very nice number indeed.
the day evryone might hv made extra attention to.
maybe can be ur anni/mthsary day? can be ur 'akad-nikah' day?
can even be ur engagement day?
or watsoever u might hv called it.
i've been friggin irritating. i know.
super annoying. super selfish.
bla bla bla..
to those reading this,
i would like to just express the thoughts that has now contained in my brain.
before anything, let me just re-think thru.
i used to possess this giving-up attitude.
this typical 'i cant do this thing man!' of confession. you know. yeah.
have this 'dont care' thoughts in mind too.
tends to not feel good about myself. and the list just goes on..
that was ME before this last 2 days.
some people might go thinking,
'eh. what for all this wanna find myself therapy laa? so merepek sehh.'
'nak cari ketenangan konon? mana nye emo la pulak! badot sak.'
some real ridiculous thoughts that each and everyone of us would have. true.
so much to think through,i know im really fortunate and glad to be where i am today.
but hell no,for at times,i'd just push myself and test myself against limits.
and i believe its was during such that i can get so aggravating and stubborn.
surely,some closest might have seen me at my worst,you should know.
and by any chance some were offended,please do accept my most genuine apology.
plus,i'd usually complained every single thing that makes me go extremely mad.
and it actually happens when i used to work at Guardian Cle. sicko!
and some people actually showered me with all kinds of meaningful opinions and helplines.
they know who they are. and i wna let them know how much i acknowledge their presence. ♡
been trying not to step down,be patient and most importantly,be strong to overcome all the negatives.
i can tell you it has been really tough. seriously.
i prayed to GOD. he's been the only ONE that i referred to all this while.
He gives me the force and power to proceed on with this life.
and never will i go questioning GOD's will.
perhaps,im definitely grateful with what i am and what i have now.
LIFE has yet more to come. still a faraway journey to 'get-up-and-go'.
and here to say, today, at coming ninety years of age,i've absolutely wisen up.
thanks to the closest again. =) ♡
in any case....
im obviously loving Starbucks man!!
a full bunch of crazy people in there!!
hell a lot of fun i tell u. coolness. =)
to be honest,Starbucks was an eye-opener to me.
wakes me up from my LALA dreamland. hehs.
their way of engaging people in their business is really extraordinary.
in a good way definitely. yeah. =)
p/s: to add on,SPOTLIGHT must be given to my dearest man.. :D
thanks coz..
*he's been there when i needed someone the most.
*he's been there when i needed those meaningful courages and motivations.
*he's been there to ensure that everything gonna be all fine.
*he's been there to ensure that i wouldnt easily pull out.
*he's been there to guide me thru all the difficulties.
*he's been there to help gain up my self-confidence.
*he's been there to assist me in dealing every problem at a time.
*he's been there to provide the strength for me to move on.
thank you so much for everything,love.
it might be nothing much to you,but it matters alot to me. oh yes okay. =)
ohwells.
i shld be working today.
but nah. took MC.
was sicked. gastric pain,runny nose n even sorethroat.
so i so malas nak keje. hee.
as usual,am in NP Library now. ;)
waiting for gendeng habis keje.
im so restless seh. nw nk mkn obat.
sheeesh!!
this is really a long post.
im too tired alrdy. ni nak go Asar first.
till next time again, PEACE OUTZ GUYZ!! <3
keep taggin ppl! tke cares all.
LOTSofLOVES.
*misses*
=))
